Hear My Cry

Lord,
I can't begin to express the emotional agony that I feel right now. I wish there was another option, but I understand that there is not, and I will obey what you desire of me. But Lord, there is a gaping wound on my heart! Please Father, I beg you to begin to fill the hole that has taken the place of my heart. I need you. I need you! I trust that you know what you're doing, but God I am hurting so immensely right now, I can't even see straight. I miss her. So please, begin the healing process now, Lord. Fill me with you. Make me dependent on you alone. Be my one desire. Send me some people who can support me and hold me accountable. I am broken and you alone can put me back together. So please do so, Lord. I trust you. I love you. Please, hear my cry.